Me [humanly]

1. I have other blogs I havebeen creating and manifesting into. Information that needs to be out there and organized. Today I feel incredibly productive. The energy is pulsating through me at incredible speeds. I am downloading. I will share the links soon, or email me.

2. We can only laugh and joke about our infertility now more so that we have a concrete idea of what and why it might be. This is the way of things. If I can ask of you, please pray for me, for an inner calm that I cannot always maintain. When balance comes, this will be the only way. Explanation is served for another day {i'm still not ready to share my conclusions with the world, and I don't need a dr to confirm or tell me so, and I'm doing everything in my power to negate this, before I venture into the world of science. How many years will we wait? Who is to say}

3. The world can be a beautiful place but I'm not meant to fit in or intermingle with most people in most average human ways.

I aim to entertain, myself mostly.

How is that such a truth of my existence?

This is why I am prone to these difficulties and failures. If I were ever to fit in, what should I do? Who would I have become?

Not this person that I need to be for this life

4. Life is good. Life is flowy. I write little things every day. Google it if you will, 'A Moment for Me Daily Moments' I'm out there on the Intrawebz posting things on the daily. Little things, big things

5. I'm getting rid of my cell phone as soon as I can fanagle it. I'm going to find myself one of those vintagey nokias or something and just do prepaid or get myself something that costs me zero dollars to maintain. A new number too probably.

6. Happy Wednesday