Saturday

As per the suggestion of an online friend, I have added a paypal donation link on the right hand side of this blog. These attorneys are going to be expensive and I do have to cover the costs by Wednesday, at this time, from draining all of my personal finances, I'm still about 1,000 short.

I still have yet to attack my piggy bank and get my stuff on Craigslist, but I'm counting on my upcoming paychecks to cover my rent (barely though).

So this is what I ask of you, dear readers. If you would like to contribute, please do. If you want to pass this blog on and share this story with other people, please do. This is my personal blog and it does date back a bit (good and bad), but in the here, in the now, it's what I have.

Here are some recent pictures of the girls (The ones on the side panel are also very recent as well)

Miss Marilyn

Mal Gal

So those are my girls. I'm missing them like crazy. The optimist in me though is trying to figure out the bigger picture of things. What good will come of this? No doubt I will get them back, it's just a matter of when. If family gets them I will be there ASAP to stay with them and thank goodness that my sister is graduating and doesn't work a full-time job because I'm counting on her to be a secondary me. I've always felt that she could step in and make similar decisions to what I make and the girls absolutely adore her. So atleast there is a plan for when we do get them back.

I need to take advantage of all of this time without them and do something positive. My whole house can be majorly organized and this is probably my hidden opportunity to go through EVERYTHING in the basement and get it all in tip-top shape. I think I'm going to do that painting in my kitchen and the living room that I have been procrastinating on. Mark said he'll finally fix the leaky toilet. Maybe I'll redo the bathroom too while I'm at it.

I dreamt for the first time last night in a long time as well. I don't know how I feel about this dreaming thing. It was very emotional and violent and I was doing a lot of physical attacking on people. I don't want to go too into detail but it was really weird.