Onwards Always!

So I thought it was time to sit down and write another blog. I don't know, I'm just doingit. Watch me go.

1. I'm on vacation. Thisis the best. I have the next 7 days to sleep in and then Marilyn goes back to school, then I can spend the next 20 (ish) days waking up early (actually, waking up at the regular time my body clock decided on months ago- 8am) and getting her ready and off to school.
MIND BOMB
This child of mine will be in first grade. I won't get her back home until almost 4pm everyday. WhOaH

2. Mal calls him Buzz Lightnington

3. My living situation is about to get a bit cloudier but also clearer. In regards to things I am not going to blatantly post on the internet, the Universe has answered my prayers with an answer. However temporary I do not know. I anticipate it will be an interesting shift with positives to abound, but this is not something I thought I would ever consider or that I would do but I think it will be good....for both herself and me as well as for my children. This has been an interesting year, and now the roles are flipping and I am the rock for which others grasp onto after their storms have passed. I will say that I am glad that I am able to offer this out there. But it was not something I ever would have imagined.

4. The wait for law school continues on. Apparently, April was far too late, and although I was waitlisted, this year's class filled up. So positives continue to abound, I know for sure I will be going next fall, after Mallory starts kindergarten, and it gives me time to figure things out and let life shift. It's a lot less to worry about in the longer range of things. Part of me is worried, because this is a HUGE shift, and I don't really realistically know what to expect, but I'm excited. I do wonder then what this next year will bring to me and for me....as every year has been interesting and everything continues to shift and settle towards the better. So I better use this time I have been given for something good! I never thought it would take me 3 years to make it to law school though....

5. I am back on an upward rise once more. I feel happy and amazing and grateful and like everything is under control. Life continues on as it does, and things always be crazy, but I've been living and loving and letting go. I feel like I hold on so tight to somethings and it isn't good and I let those things go and have watched how they spring about alone. and it works. and I'm working out, just fine.

6. I think that there is something that I am doing that is right (it is always right) but it must be right because I keep seeing this room of my future home, and I don't know much else about other things, but this part of the picture of my future must be painted early and very brightly, because I see it. It's my meditation/work room and I know where it is at in the house and I see it and feel it and it's kind of weird but still really cool. So whatever I am doing, like I said, I must be on this path towards that.  I will admit, this is not the first time I have encountered such things, I have seen the ends of branches I was only beginning...but I have learned that it does not always pan out, even if the picture is painted very clearly. A branch can get cut off or one can fall off and end up on another branch. In regards to places and things, this is a definite place, and maybe it is in the house that I have always dreamed about, maybe not. But I see this room and I know what it is to be, and I am in no current position to purchase a house or expand, so this is really cool. Whatever I am doing is putting on this path that is painting this picture of what I will be doing someday, and maybe the Michelle of the future is sending this to the Michelle of now? Who is to say? But it's cool.

7. I am an expert procrastinator.

Onwards always !


Over.