I didn't get into law school again.

I'm not as fertile as I thought I was.

I don't have a real job.

I don't have a full time job.

I feel like I'm in the middle of this major life shift.

I know that I'm in the middle of a major life shift.

What do I need to do to start the smooth sailing forward?

Stay organized? Continue on through.

And write.

Write more. Write every day. Make it worth your while. Write everything. Write research papers and publications. Write out new assignments. Write letters. Write editorials. Write your books. WRITE YOUR BOOKS.

Read only things that are spiritually inspirational. Everything else is drivel and a waste of your time.

You know where your mind needs to be

you are not meant for this world of human things; you are here to lead and show others the ways the best be

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Life a life, find the balance that you seek, be happy, show others how to be happy. Pray. Pray a lot.

You don't know where you're ever going, no matter how many times you put one foot in front of the other, no matter how many times you look at the map to plot out the next step....there is never any real way to say what is going to happen or where you are actually going.

Just breathe.

Pluck on through.

Keep on trucking.

And be glad that the super lecture you gave in regards to pumping yourselves up chock full of extra super healthy vitamins worked and that he's willing to adopt the habits of a fanatical 80 year old with you, to some (any) degree. He loves you.