A follow up

So......

We have another pretrial scheduled for 2 weeks. Not surprised there. The magistrate wasn't able to look at the documents on Monday so there will be a follow up as to what will be made available.

There is more attorney stuff going on and it is really too soon to say too much of anything. I have a lot of things to go over before I come to any major decision.

Needless to say that at least, I'm extremely highly frustrated. There is so much built off of something that is really non existent. Something of nothing will you.

Aside from that, this is truly my most wonderful summer. Not.

I have major family issues going on and today was a very sad day for me. A hospital visit and then lots of other stuff.

I also had a job interview which went very well until the salary came up. On that, I'm highly insulted because I know how much more I'm worth and economically it isn't a feasible option. So unless they come back with something more suitable for my experience, education and skills, I do not know.

I'm learning that it doesn't matter what plans you might make or have for your life, that God has bigger and stronger plans. I'm really beginning to wonder what is in store for me because everything is changing at this terribly rapid pace. I can never go back to the person I was 2 months ago at this point. I'm trying to make this as much of a willing change as possible, but it really is taking everything that I am made up of. Every day is different as well.

So keep praying and praying and praying. I truly feel that things will get much worse before they get better, but they have to get better sometime.

And as a last comment- Marilyn's make-me-sad comment of today was that she really misses her dad and that he's missing from our family.

She isn't stupid by far and until things are put right again there will be this lingering issue for my child.

The week isn't nearly over yet...