Keep on Truckin On

Sometimes life is really frustrating. Really frustrating.

You pour your wishes and hopes into something and it doesn't pan out.

For me, that's been for a lot of things. My previous career desires to be a librarian; my desires to go to law school; these hopes and wishes I'm building up in my heart (and my head)

But more often than not,life is really beautiful. Super beautiful.

This weekend I spent a retreat in almost complete silence. I had some of the clearest Spiritual connections I've had in a long while. I know what I'm supposed to do; what I'm supposed to write.

I just have to do it.

I know a lot of other things that are supposed to improve my life.

I'm only going to break if I keep on going and thinking the way that I am that is stressing me out and causing me to be a total basket case.

I always have a lot going on.

Right now is never different. The water is never still. I just allowed it all to still as much as it possibly could; and of course it was difficult when the waterfall came rushing back in. I crave that constant movement...but the stillness tells me I need to slow down if anything. Yes, I have a lot going on and sometimes it isn't such a terrible thing to wait and to slow it down. Give myself time to pray. It will all come about someday...maybe....what's my average turn around time for Universal manifestation? I suppose it depends on the goal in mind and how much effort I put towards that area of improvement in my life.

I'm not going to make it to the next level unless I try.

I can talk all day about all of the things that I want to do and all of my reasons why not.

My home should be my temple; not a cluttered place I want to escape from.

Know when change is necessary and move forward in that direction.

The only peace you can find is that which dwells deep inside you. What triggers it to flow? What can you do to summon that up at every beckon and call?

What is it that lives within you that you can surmise to say knows truly it all?

But are you willing to listen?

Are you willing to follow?

Where will it all lead you?

Where, if you choose to move to the whispering, prickling, constant sensation within your ears, your heart, your head, your mind....if you listen to it all--what will you find?

Change. Move. Grow. Be one with your Higher Mind.

Don't let all of the other stuff pull you down into a way of being that is not in time.

Do not allow your head to fill up with the vibrations of anything other than the Pure Divine.

Only let goodness dwell inside

for the rest; as there is always the rest; will come in time